Chapter 031 Who am I?
Chapter 031 Who am I?
Yan Zhiyu nodded, then said, "As long as he genuinely cares for Er'er, what does it matter if he's utterly wicked?"
"But if he doesn't realize he's a time traveler soon enough, he might not understand the things we did in our memories." Xie Linyuan thought for a moment and continued, "Before, we were prepared to die and go crazy with him."
At that time, we considered it a form of redemption, and even if we didn't do those things, we accepted it.
But now, we've done everything we should and could do, and we can actually survive.
Neither you nor I owe anyone anything, so there's no need to burden ourselves with such a heavy load.
"I know..." Yan Zhiyu sighed. "I actually understand everything, but those damned memories keep reminding me that we owe her!"
do you know?
Whenever I think back to how we kicked and punched a little girl who was only a few years old into the wilderness, not even allowing her to get close, and watched her cry desperately in the wilderness while we gloated on the sidelines, I feel like slapping myself a few times.
I still remember how she begged us so desperately back then...
But what have we all done?
"Sigh..." Xie Linyuan also sighed. He had those memories too, and whenever he thought about them, the struggle and pain in his heart were no less than Yan Zhiyu's.
But he was calm enough that whenever those thoughts arose in his mind, he would force himself to forget them. After a long while, Xie Linyuan said, "You are being controlled by your emotions. I said before that our emotions are not right, as if we are being pulled by some mysterious force."
This is a very dangerous sign; if this continues, you will lose yourself.
"But Er'er is too sensible, isn't she? Her sensibility is like a sharp sword piercing my heart." Yan Zhiyu said painfully, "I would rather she tell everything, accuse or even scold me, or even let Thirteen kill me, I wouldn't feel this bad."
But she didn't say anything; she just didn't want to come near us.
After saying that, Yan Zhiyu rubbed her face, took a deep breath, and said, "Let's leave it at that. This is what we owe her, so let's repay it with our lives."
Tell them that from now on, anyone who dares to harm them, father and daughter, will have to step over my dead body.
Anyone who's unwilling can leave now; I, Yan Zhiyu, will have no objections.
"Sister Yan, what you're saying..." Before she could finish speaking, Lu Ping immediately objected, "Don't you know us? Although we've been a bit outrageous in the past, we will never run away from the sins we've committed."
"That's right." Many people chimed in. "If you're wrong, admit it. If you're going to get hit, stand up straight. Don't worry, Sister Yan, none of us are cowards."
"If there were any cowards, you wouldn't have included us in your group, Sister Yan."
Although they sometimes verbally disagreed with Yan Zhiyu, when it came to making decisions, everyone listened to her.
Wiping away the tears from the corner of her eyes, Yan Zhiyu smiled: "This is me!"
……
"You really got a great deal this time." Meng Shisan watched Er Er chatting with a child, and Baozi suddenly shouted in his mind.
"What great deal?"
Baozi said, "We can use Yan Zhiyu and the others without worry from now on."
"Huh?" Meng Shisan was a little stunned. "What happened?"
"What else could it be? These guys are really affected," Baozi explained. "Their emotions have been swayed by certain people, and now they feel a strong sense of guilt towards Er'er."
As she spoke, Baozi recounted in detail what they had done to Er'er, in a more detailed and infuriating manner than Yan Zhiyu had described.
After hearing what Baozi said, even Meng Shisan couldn't help but clench his fists. He looked at Er'er, who had been sitting in front of him chatting with someone, and felt even more uncomfortable.
He wasn't angry at Yan Zhiyu and the others. As a fellow transmigrator, he knew those things were actually none of their business. The reason he felt uneasy was entirely because of Er Er.
This little girl clearly knows everything, which is why she resists Yan Zhiyu and her group so much, yet she hasn't said a word.
So sensible it's heartbreaking.
"Are Yan Zhiyu and the others also from the Big Dipper?" Meng Shisan asked.
"Him? He's that kind?" Baozi said dismissively.
"Not him?" Meng Shisan pondered for a moment and said, "So, besides the so-called Zheng Guang lineage, there are others who left backdoors in our minds?"
Otherwise, how could he control people like Yan Zhiyu?
who are they?"
When Meng Shisan asked, Baozi's childish tone suddenly became extremely serious: "I know, and I can tell you directly, but do you really want that?"
It's like you now know about the positive light lineage and the backlight lineage, but what is positive light and what is backlight?
What's the use of knowing the answer but not the reason?
You might ask why I don't just explain it to you directly.
However, I have my own subjective opinions. As someone who stands with the backlighting faction, my stance will always be on the side of the backlighting faction.
Just like my evaluation of Beidouchen, does a respectable name represent justice?
Does the Zheng Guang lineage truly deserve to die?
You need to experience these questions yourself to find the answers.
The reason I had Beidouchen close the back door was because I didn't want anyone to influence your judgment and perception.
Even I can't do it.
Because this world is far more complex than you can imagine, my very existence here was a mistake.
You heard what Beidou Chen said before. I know about the past and present, so I know what your fate will be, what humanity's fate will be, and what the fate of this world will be.
But I wasn't satisfied, so I came.
As Baozi spoke, he sighed deeply, "Moreover, some things can only be addressed by gradually approaching them step by step, allowing you to build up a sufficient psychological defense."
Look at Xu Xin.
You don't really think she was born so cold-blooded and ruthless, do you?
No, no, she was once full of hope for the future and believed that she had the ability to become the savior of the world.
She had this dream for eighteen years.
But one day, she suddenly learned a secret that many people didn't know, which led to the Xu Xin we know today.
You don't want to end up like her, do you?
This time, Baozi said a lot.
Meng Shisan understood; the truth was too cruel, and Baozi was afraid she wouldn't be able to accept it all at once.
"Actually, I'm not that fragile," he defended himself.
Baozi nodded in agreement: "I know, but you have no idea just how cruel this world really is."
Since you're still persistent, I'll give you the simplest task. If you complete it, I can answer any question you have.
"What mission?"
Meng Shisan asked hurriedly.
"It's very simple," Baozi said. "All you need to do is figure out who you really are."
"I'm Meng Shisan?" Is there still any need to do this mission?
But as soon as he said it, he froze. "Am I really Meng Shisan?"
If memories could be implanted, would I still be Meng Shisan?
If thoughts can be influenced, then who am I?
"Think about it carefully, the answer has always been in your mind."
Why not use your strengths to think carefully about this problem? Once you figure it out, you'll actually be able to guess some of the reasons.
After finishing his sentence, Baozi sighed silently in his heart.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bother you, but you're too much of a concern..."
I said I have my own stance.
Unfortunately, Meng Shisan will never hear these words.
At this moment, Meng Shisan had only one question in his mind: Who am I?
Just as he was lost in thought, someone else came out of Entrance Number Four.
As he expected, these people came to deliver supplies.
No one dared to push Meng Shisan, this madman, into a corner.
Neither Liu Jiaming nor Li Maoran dared to.
Because the bunker was their last line of defense.
Meng Shisan was completely unaware of all this. At this moment, he was racking his brains trying to figure out, "Who am I?"
It even breaks down its own cells countless times in its brain, trying to find any clues.
But he couldn't find anything, and he couldn't remember anything. This inexplicable helplessness made him scratch his head in frustration.
Yang Jiu and the others standing to the side looked on in bewilderment at his behavior.
"Thirteen, what's wrong?"
Meng Shisan, who had just opened his eyes in a daze, asked urgently upon hearing Yang Jiu's words, "Who am I?"
"Are you crazy?"
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