Chapter 44
Chapter 44
Dazai opened his eyes at the same time as the first ray of sunlight entered the room in the morning.At first, he still had a little bit of confusion, but soon, when he saw clearly that there was another person sleeping in his arms, he woke up completely.
There was a momentary short circuit in Dazai's brain.
what's going on?
The boy sleeping in his arms had short black hair, which became messy due to his sleeping position, and there were a few stubby hairs standing on top of his head.The thin bedding covered most of his body, but a small part was exposed.His skin was fair, but on the part of his skin that was exposed to the air, there were dense red marks all over it, making him appear ambiguous and confused.
Anyone with a discerning eye can probably see what the boy went through last night.
The memory slowly came back together.
He remembered that he and Minegishi returned to the hotel first yesterday afternoon, and then went to the hot spring pool downstairs together.He ordered a few bottles of sake, and at first he was the only one drinking it, and then Minegishi also came to drink with him, and what happened after that...he only remembers it vaguely.
Just looking at the current scene, even if he can't remember anything, he can roughly guess what happened next.
Dazai lowered his head again in disbelief, and confirmed the appearance of the boy sleeping next to him.But how could it be?How could he and Xiaozhu...
A certain scene from last night flashed through his mind quickly.
The black-haired boy was lying on his back on the ground, the corners of his eyes were red, and there were red marks all over his fair skin, and some marks even turned slightly purple.And he was lying on his body, clasped his hand with one hand, and sunk his hand deep into his hair, kissing him lightly over and over again.
The cold air adhered to his body, arousing a fine layer of goose bumps, but at this moment, he felt that his whole body was extremely hot, especially a certain part of his body——
Dazai snapped away from the memory.
Probably his own action was a little bit bigger, which involved Minegishi Nagisa beside him.The black-haired boy frowned, and then opened his eyes. His eyes were dazed for a moment, as if adapting to the sudden sunlight.After opening his eyes for a while, Minegishi's eyes regained focus, and then saw Dazai sitting in front of him at a glance.
"...?"
Finding that Dazai looked at him strangely, Nagisa Minegishi still didn't understand, until he got up and felt a chill hit his body, and he belatedly recalled the memory of last night.
"Well, last night..." Minegishi wanted to speak, but found that his voice was already hoarse, and he knew how intense it was last night.
He cleared his throat, as if he was completely used to this state, although he hadn't exercised so intensely for a long time.Minegishi lifted the quilt, picked up a bathrobe on the ground and put it on his body, and then got out of bed to pour himself a glass of water.
Dazai, who was still in disbelief, saw Minegishi Nagisa's body, and subconsciously avoided his gaze, but before he could move his eyes away, he was attracted by the red marks on Nagisa's body.When Minegishi was still asleep before, most of his body was covered, only a little bit of skin was exposed, so those marks looked very ambiguous.
However, when Nagisa Minegishi exposed the dense and terrifying traces all over his body, he realized how much he had gone too far last night.
Dazai felt guilty for a while, but apart from guilt, there were also some more secret emotions that even he couldn't express, which also emerged from the depths of his heart.
These traces were left on Minegishi Nagisa's body by him.
Until now, Dazai still remembers the feeling of being wrapped in hot springs last night. The moment he and Minegishi merged into one, his soul seemed to be clamoring for him to dismantle and swallow the boy in front of him, so that He becomes completely his own.
The boy who used to follow behind him and call him uncle has grown into a standard adult at some point, and he can even see the charm of an adult.
Osamu Dazai never knew that his possessive desire would be so strong.I don't want others to see Minegishi, and I don't want others to have the chance to hug Minegishi and experience the same feeling as I did last night.
This should have belonged to him.
Is the only love he has.
etc--
spouse?
It seemed that some darkened emotion was about to vent out of Dazai's eyes, and some scenes flashed across his mind like lightning, but when he was about to catch them, they disappeared in a flash.
The dark color that was about to occupy his kite eyes also disappeared in an instant.
"Dazai?" Nagisa Minegishi finished drinking the water at some point and walked back.He stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Dazai, and the other hand was not free, holding a glass of warm water steadily, "What are you thinking? I poured you a glass of water, let's take a sip first."
"Xiaozhu, you..." Dazai's expression was very complicated.He couldn't figure out why the other party could still face him so calmly, as if nothing had happened, even after he had already experienced what happened last night.
It looked as if... he didn't care about last night's accident.
"What's the matter?" Minegishi really didn't care much about what happened last night, after all, in his opinion, it was just something that would definitely happen between him and Dazai.From his point of view, this seems to be as common as drinking water.But after all, he still remembered that the current Dazai has nothing to do with the previous world, so he reached out and passed the water forward again, and said in a quite calm tone, "If you have anything to do, wait until you drink the water first, and clean up." Okay, let's talk."
Dazai took it, but didn't drink it down.
"What happened yesterday..." He lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then said, "I will take responsibility."
Although he still hasn't figured out how he feels about Nagisa Minegishi.
But just thinking that the kid from before is now old enough to find a lover, and maybe hug and kiss someone else soon, makes his chest feel tight.
Can't let him go.
This was the only strong thought that echoed in his mind.
"Responsible?" Minegishi raised his eyebrows, and then repeated his words.He squinted at the Dazai who hadn't come out of the shock of having sex with him before him, as if the person who took the initiative yesterday wasn't him.He took a sip of the spring, but in his heart he thought thoughtfully of every scene after he met Dazai.
Speaking of which...he seemed to have seen Dazai who occasionally changed into a man before.
At first he thought he was thinking too much, but now it seems that this is not the case.
Nagisa Minegishi paused, and then said, "Okay, then please—"
"You must take responsibility."
After washing up, Minegishi found his mobile phone in a corner of the room, and he didn't know how they threw it out yesterday.The phone had already run out of battery, he connected the charging cable, and just after turning it on, a call came in, it was from Kashima.
Minegishi answered the phone: "Hello, Kashima-kun?"
"Mr. Minegishi, you finally answered the phone!" Kashima Ryuichi's voice quickly came from the other end of the phone, "I haven't been able to get through to your phone since last night, so I went to your room with Langgu I looked for you here, but I didn't hear anyone's voice, so I thought something happened to you!"
"This..." Nagisa Minegishi looked towards the bathroom, where Dazai was washing his hands, "Dazai and I, we were a little tired yesterday, so we went to bed early. Maybe we didn't hear about you and the wolf." Gu’s knock on the door.”
"Don't worry, nothing happened."
"That's good, then you and Mr. Dazai will go downstairs to join us later? We plan to go out for a stroll today."
"Go, we'll go down and meet you later."
Kashima's voice on the other end was obviously raised: "Then we will wait in the restaurant on the first floor!"
"it is good."
As soon as Minegishi put down the phone, Dazai came out from the bathroom.
"Whose phone is it?" he asked.
"From Kashima, come to ask us if we want to act with everyone today, and I agree."
"You, you agreed?!" Dazai looked at him in shock, his gaze involuntarily lingered at the base of Minegishi's thigh, "But you yesterday...is it all right?"
"?" Minegishi didn't react, stood up and walked to the other side with a normal expression, and began to pack his schoolbag.While tidying up, he was still asking Dazai the previous question, "Does it matter? Don't you want to act together with everyone in the childcare department? Then it's okay for the two of us to go out alone today, and they won't mind."
"..."
Dazai looked at Nagisa Minegishi, who was walking back and forth very normally, and even thought that he could perform a 360-degree backflip in the next second, and couldn't help but doubt himself.
However, this matter is related to the dignity of a man, so Dazai is not good at asking directly.So 10 minutes later, he went downstairs with Nagisa Minegishi, who was completely fine.
Several children in the parenting department were eating breakfast with their mothers. When they saw Nagisa Minegishi come in, their eyes were fixed on him.
"Brother Zhu, where did you mess with yesterday, Qi Lin didn't even see you!" Qi Lin was the first to speak, and the other children followed her and chattered together.
"Yeah, where did you go to play?"
"Why don't you take us with you?"
"I want to play with Brother Nagisa too!"
"Yes, yes, it was my fault yesterday, and I will be with you all day today." Nagisa Minegishi looked at them helplessly, and replied, "Eat your breakfast obediently, and you can talk to me later. I played together."
After dismissing a few children, Minegishi turned around and walked to where Dazai was sitting.When he was coaxing the children just now, Dazai had already helped him prepare breakfast, and the ones he picked were all his favorite things.
I have to say that it is good to have such a gentle Dazai in this world, he does not even want to see the previous Dazai.
After breakfast, the group walked out of the restaurant.
As soon as he walked to the entrance of the hotel, Minegishi did not expect that he ran into an acquaintance again, but he couldn't say how familiar he was.That person was Shibasaki Yuma, who was his neighbor with Dazai. He seemed to be on business, surrounded by a group of people in suits and leather shoes.
"Minegishi-kun, and Mr. Dazai, I didn't expect that we would see you here." Shibazaki also found Minegishi Nagisa not far away, and after talking to his companions, he walked towards Nagisa, " Are you... out to play?"
He noticed the big family with Nagisa, including Takuma whom he had seen at the amusement park last time.Toma obviously still has a little impression of this uncle who helped him, and stood beside his mother and waved happily.
Shibazaki also waved his hand: "Meet you again, kid."
Mother Takuma also had a good impression of Shibasaki, and led the two children over to chat for a while.
"Is Shibasaki-san here to work?" Minegishi watched him say hello to Takuma's mother before he spoke.
"Yes, there is a project here recently, I'll come over to inspect it." Shibazaki nodded, just at this time a young man with a serious appearance came over and whispered a few words in his ear, as if to urge him.
Nagisa Minegishi saw it and said, "If Mr. Shibazaki is still busy, then hurry up."
"Okay, then I'll..." Shibazaki smiled at Nagisa, his gaze passed over where Dazai was, and when he saw that the latter's thoughts were not with him at all, he retracted his gaze again, with an inexplicable expression on his face , "I won't bother you, I wish you a good time."
Shibazaki walked back to the group of people with the young man behind him. He should be the one with the highest status among them, and he was always surrounded by people in the center.
Minegishi looked at the back of the two leaving, and couldn't help but let out a "huh".
"what happened?"
"It's nothing." Nagisa Minegishi shook his head at Dazai, "I was just surprised to see that the man behind Shibazaki-san was limping."
Lame?
Dazai heard this, and finally turned his gaze to the direction where Shibazaki Yuma was.Just looking at it, his brows furrowed.
The man behind Shibazaki... His eyes looked a little different from ordinary people.
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