N-A-A Chapter 83
Chapter 83
A strange person suddenly appeared in Minegishi's life.
He is gentle and gentle, and he does things carefully. Apart from the strange bandages on his body, he seems to be a perfect person.The man's eyes seem to be able to directly penetrate his inner thoughts, and he can always hand over something when he needs it most.
To tell the truth.
He is not used to it.
After lying in the ward for a few days, Minegishi finally got permission from the doctor to try to get out of bed and walk.He has not recovered well, and now he can only take a walk in the corridor every day.After a period of time when the situation improves, he can start to recover step by step and follow the plan.
By that time, his recovery speed will be faster and faster.Doctors preliminarily estimated that he could recover in a month and then be discharged.
Minegishi leaned on the crutches in the hospital and moved forward in small steps.It looks like he doesn't exercise much every day, but in fact he expends a lot of energy. Basically, after walking around like this, his forehead will be covered with sweat.
That's when Dazai came.
"Do you need help?" The man's voice came from behind obliquely without haste, and Minegishi's body paused indiscernibly.
After spending several days together, he was already very familiar with Osamu Dazai's voice, so he recognized who the person behind him was as soon as he made a sound.
Minegishi hesitated a little, not knowing whether he should greet people first, or try to turn his body around first.
Recently, he always subconsciously avoided Dazai.
Although he couldn't avoid it anyway, but the other party had more or less sensed his thoughts, but he never showed it, and still faced him with such a gentle look.
...After this, Nagisa Minegishi didn't know how to face each other even more.
It wasn't the first time he met someone who came forward to confess to him, but it was indeed the first time he felt like he was so upset that he panicked, and even stuffed himself into the crack of the ground when Dazai appeared.
Minegishi is not a fool, he understands what it means to have such emotions.
But because of this, he didn't want to get close to Dazai even more.He was surprised that he developed feelings for a stranger so quickly, and he was even more afraid of Dazai's thoughtful and thoughtful every time.
He was so kind that Nagisa Minegishi was terrified that he would be so addicted to dependence on others.
One cannot live without being dependent on another.This is what he understood long, long ago, the day his mother died.
His mother was weak and kind, and the most courageous thing she did in her life was to marry his father despite their parents' opposition.That poor woman thought she was married to the most beautiful love in the world, abandoned her thriving career as a pianist, and became a housewife who cared for her husband and raised her children without hesitation.
However, the fact is that she has no trust in anyone. Her husband may have loved her for a short time, but he was soon attracted by the colorful world outside.
In the second year of marriage, Nagisa Minegishi's father cheated on her.
Then there is a long period of deception.
Minegishi hadn't seen his father much since he was a child, because most of the time, apart from being busy with work, the other party was with the women and children he raised outside, as if that was his real home.
On the day when she was promoted from primary school to junior high school, her father's cheating was revealed.His mother has been guarding the empty house for ten years, holding him and crying so painfully for the first time, and since then, his mother has been ill.Not long after, this woman who was deeply in love and was teased by love left this world.
On the day of the mother's death, the father led the women and children outside to go home.Looking at his sister who was only a few months younger than him, Minegishi finally knew at that moment that his family was completely scattered.
His father couldn't wait to remarry with another woman, and Minegishi was in that former home, and he couldn't stay any longer.At that time, his grandparents felt sorry for him and decided to take him home.
It's just a pity that his maternal grandparents are old, and the grandparents and grandchildren lived together for a year, and the two old people passed away together, leaving behind Minegishi, who was only 14 years old at the time.
After sending away three of his closest family members within a year, Minegishi has forged a steel heart that is invulnerable to all poisons.He didn't want to go back to the so-called home in the past, so he stayed in the small house left by his grandparents and lived with the little savings he saved.
Later, when his uncle came, the house of his maternal grandparents was gone, and Nagisa Minegishi rented a house to live in by himself.
He didn't have much money, so he could only rent a single room in a dilapidated apartment with a dirty environment.The room is not big, but fortunately he has hands and feet, and can also take care of the cleaning, so the room is considered clean and tidy.
After finishing junior high school, Nagisa Minegishi, who entered high school, was qualified to work part-time. From then on, he began to work for a long time.
And his father, as if he had never had his son, never asked about him, and didn't even give him living expenses.
In fact, Minegishi never thought of taking revenge on his father. Even if the revenge succeeded, his family would not be alive, and his life would not change in any way.
But he still couldn't swallow his breath.He didn't want revenge, but he was still working hard day and night.He just thought that if he could stand out in the future, and meet that father on the street one day, he would be able to dress brightly and pass him by without turning his eyes.
He wants to tell him - without you, I'm still doing well, even making you jealous.
That's it.
From the age of 14, Nagisa Minegishi lived alone.
He is used to being alone, and he doesn't want the traces of a second person to appear in his life.So when he realized his unusual feelings for Dazai, his first reaction was not shyness, but fear like falling into hell.
He was afraid of repeating the mistakes of his mother.
scared to death.
"Why are you standing there all this time? Are you tired?" A slender, white hand stretched out from beside him, supporting Minegishi with irresistible force.
It also seemed to pull him out of the boundless past.
Dazai appeared in his field of vision with a smile. He stretched out a thumb and wiped the sweat from Minegishi's forehead, and said in a familiar tone, "Look at the sweat on your side, did you listen to the doctor's words?" , How many more laps did you walk?"
"You can't do this. Didn't you promise yesterday that you must strictly follow the doctor's instructions?"
"I understand your desire to recover quickly, but your body is not strong enough to bear these... Nagisa?"
Minegishi stared blankly at the man in front of him, and remained silent for a while.
"What's wrong?" Dazai waved his hand in front of his eyes, "Why are you in a daze? We have to go back to the ward quickly."
Minegishi finally came back to his senses, his vision seemed to be burnt by something, he looked left and right, but he stopped looking in Dazai's direction.
"……fine."
"Let's go."
The decision he had just made in his heart was disrupted again by Dazai's simple appearance.Minegishi couldn't control his urge to reach out and touch Osamu Dazai at all. He wanted to hug him and kiss him. It seemed as if he had gone through hundreds of back and forth between his thoughts.
In the end, he pushed back all his eagerness to move again, stuffed it into a small treasure box in his heart, and locked it.
That's why Minegishi didn't see that when he fled from Dazai's eyes in panic, the corner of the man's mouth suddenly raised a few obvious curves, like a fox who had calculated an honest man.
With Dazai's support, Minegishi turned around slowly.Just as he was about to take a step forward and move forward a little bit, another strange man not far from him attracted all his attention.
The man was not tall, he could even be said to be a little petite.A head of brown hair was half-length but not short, and the end of the hair was bound by the master with a black hair tie, and it was neatly attached to his shoulder.He was wearing a white shirt with a small waistcoat on it, black suit trousers wrapped his perfectly proportioned legs, and the leather shoes under his feet were spotless.
The man wore a small black round hat on his head, and a long pure black overcoat hung on his arm.He has a handsome appearance, it can even be said to be a rare beauty, but at this moment the owner of this face is using his handsome face wantonly.
His face was slightly distorted, his blue eyes seemed to have seen some unbelievable scene, and his master stared at him as hard as he could, as if to say——
Grass!
The person who was as normal as a normal person just now was Dazai? ? ?
The author has something to say: the second step of the routine——
Gentle Gentleman Osamu Dazai
Osamu Dazai is considerate