i'm the villain

Chapter 1262

Chapter 1262

"You look much older."

Yang perfectly explained what it means to chat the sky to death.

Although I just said that she was a little handsome a few seconds ago, this sentence in the next second is enough to make [-]% of the women in the world want to slap him on the head after hearing it.

"It's none of your business." Zuo Ling turned his head away.

She seemed to have been living in these war wildernesses all along, and she didn't know how to survive in such a desolate place.

……

For Yang, he really never thought that he could see living humans here, let alone meet acquaintances. He and Zuo Ling can indeed be regarded as acquaintances. After all, he has been here since a long time ago. I know Zuo Ling.From the very beginning, Zuo Ling was Luo's counselor. After Yang took the lead, in order to find Zhou Xinxin, Yang kidnapped Zuo Ling and threatened Zuo Ling's father. Anyway, he never did a good thing from beginning to end.Zuo Ling's fate is also considered to be suffering, so she has to suffer from such a mental patient. Because of her contact with Yang, her whole life trajectory has directly caused a huge deviation from the original one.

In the end, I don't know why, this girl who has been persecuted one after another can't forget this bastard Yang.

Of course, Yang didn't know about this.

When he realized this a little bit, because of the huge changes in the world pattern, he never had the chance to see Zuo Ling again.

That was after he was resurrected and met Zuo Ling.

It has been about three years and almost four years away from now.

……

"So you've been in this kind of place all the time?"

Yang looked at the ragged Zuo Ling.

Of course, he is not the kind of person who is easy to feel guilty. If he is some protagonist who is a bit like the Virgin, he will definitely feel that he has caused such misery to other girls, but this is not the case.

Yang has a thick skin, and he said that he will never repent or have any regrets for anything he has done. He is the kind of "I am happy" mentality.

"Do you think a creature that has mutated but can't help the war can survive in the protective circle behind the coalition forces?" Zuo Ling glanced at Yang and said calmly. talk.

Yang blinked his eyes and thought for a while, feeling that there was nothing wrong with saying that.

"That's true." Yang muttered.

He has no interest in detailing the little bugs hidden between evolutionists and ordinary people in the human world.

Just like what Zhou Wen said before, there is no need for people like him and Barnes to intervene in the affairs of human civilization. What they can do will basically come to an end after the death of the first generation. No matter what happens in the future What, none of them have the power to intervene.

So Yang doesn't need to join in the fun of these problems between people.

"Are you here alone?" Yang thought for a while, then asked.

"Many people who have mutated due to the war are also here." Zuo Ling responded.

In fact, Yang has always thought that the treatment of evolutionaries in this era has been getting better.

In the past, evolutionists were the public enemies of mankind. They were a special existence that threatened the entire ordinary human race. They were characters who were rejected and labeled as sinners. But today, three years later, the situation has changed a lot Yes, due to the needs of the war, human beings and evolutionaries finally came together. After all, evolutionaries are the most effective force against godslayers.

The evolutionists headed by Sansa and the others are now an indispensable high-end combat force within the entire military, and they play a very important role in warfare.

But one thing Yang overlooked was that not all evolutionaries were as powerful as Sansa and the hundreds of people below them.

Evolution is just a trend, not an absolute direction.

The expression of some mutated genes in the real world is not a breakthrough in combat effectiveness. In this case, the result of evolution is not a person who can actually help the war.

It must be admitted that the reason why ordinary humans can accept evolutionaries like Sansa is because they saw the evolutionaries fighting on the battlefield, their abilities, and their determination made humans accept them.

However, the evolutionaries who cannot help the war may not have such treatment.

Although human beings have officially abolished all relevant regulations for evolutionists, and evolutionaries enjoy exactly the same treatment as ordinary people in the human group, this does not prevent all ordinary individuals in a society from treating such inaction evolutionists. a subjective exclusion.

When the subjective and objective are not unified, all you get is official approval, but you don’t really get the approval of the people around you. That kind of survival is also extremely difficult.

Especially in times of war.

……

This is a very stark reality.

Everyone knows it well, but no one can reverse anything. The only thing that can smooth this gap is probably only time.

Yang is not stupid, of course he can understand such a contradiction, but he has no way to change it.

And this is not something he should worry about, the real threat far exceeds this level of problem.

"So, all of you, evolved individuals, have been living in such a place?" Yang scratched his head and asked Zuo Ling, "Speaking of which, what kind of evolution has happened to you?"

"Effect?" Zuo Ling looked at Yang, shook his head and said: "Because of the radiation of a war energy, my body genes produced autonomous antibodies, which induced an evolutionary trend, and I have a certain resistance to that kind of radiation , but that's all, there are no other special effects, and what is shown on the surface are these scale-like things on the face..."

"It's so rubbish..." Yang opened his mouth and wanted to complain about how the evolution result is so rubbish, but he held back before he could say anything.

"I think it's okay, I've seen it and it's useless."

……

"..." There was a black line on Zuo Ling's face, he didn't know what to say.

But Yang quickly changed the topic: "Let's go back, no matter how difficult life is over there, it's better than living in a place where you can die at any time, at least... you can live longer."

"The point is, for us, living longer is not the most important thing." Zuo Ling shook his head and didn't say anything more.

And Yang said with a smile: "I know, I know, there will always be some idealized ideas, and there will always be some people who will clamor about what is more important than life, freedom, equality, etc., but believe me , To be alive is to be responsible for oneself, and everything else is nonsense.”

As a person who has died once, Yang has a very deep understanding of death.

He knows that when a person dies, everything in this world has nothing to do with him, and he has no way to continue to have an effective subjective effect on any thing or item in the world, which is the most powerless and rigid a state of

It is also the state that Yang is most afraid of, and it is almost parallel to his consciousness in those seven years.

He watched everything in the world, but he couldn't make his own choices.

And death just took away all the power to watch.

If you die, it will be over. Your pursuit of ideals and beliefs will no longer have any value from your point of view.

……

This is Yang's outlook on life. He only pursues the experience of being alive, and does not think about any more concepts of value beyond death.

Because if he dies, he will never mention these concepts again, and he has no right or qualification to witness the realization of these concepts. It is better to try his best to survive, so that he can have the ability to put those so-called lofty beliefs in his mind. And ideals, put into practice.

Probably only Yang in the whole world can understand life pity so thoroughly.

……

"never mind……"

Zuo Ling smiled wryly.

Yang shook his head: "I'm just making a suggestion. It's your choice if you don't want to go back. However, I don't know many people, and most of them are dead. I can see you in such a ghostly place today." , is quite a happy thing, if you can live longer, it is also a good thing."

……

Zuo Ling stared blankly at Yang for a while.

She never expected that Yang would say such words.

Because in her impression, Yang is a complete lunatic, he will do any kind of unconscionable thing for his own purpose, for Zuo Ling, she wonders whether there are normal human beings in Yang's heart She was in a state of suspicion, but at that moment just now, she seemed to hear a trace of...sadness from Yang's very ordinary words.

It turns out that he will be sad too?

……

Zuo Ling is worthy of being a psychologist. She captures details such as people's micro-expressions and gazes very well. Although Yang's tone is very relaxed, there is obviously a sense of depression in his words.

After all, he said that he didn't know many people, and most of them were dead. It was a bit weird to say such words from his mouth. Although it was stating the facts, Zuo Ling's understanding of Yang , Such a person should not have such regret or sadness for the life that passed away around him.The only explanation is that maybe during the three years of disappearance, some changes occurred in his heart, or...he lost something.

……

"Who died?"

In Zuo Ling's words.

Yang froze for a moment, then laughed: "Damn, old psychologist, you've seen it all."

His smile is very real, but in Zuo Ling's view, that sad emotion is also real.

"Is that the girl?"

Zuo Ling guessed the plot right again.

This time, Yang didn't smile anymore, he nodded without saying anything.

……

Zuo Ling and Bonnie have met each other before. When Chu Yang was just resurrected, he rescued Zuo Ling from the hands of armed men... Oh no, to be precise, Zuo Ling was snatched away, and then she was killed , and then they found Bonnie in the sixth district.

At that time, the two girls were more or less tit for tat.

I understand, I understand, after all, if I don’t experience this kind of wonderful thing, I don’t think Yang will dare to tell others that he is the protagonist when he goes outside. The difference in treatment is too big. The protagonist’s harem has 3000 beauties, and he will see you back and forth. I can count the number of female characters who have passed on with one hand, and it is true that they are treated like orphans.

Where does this make sense.

...Did the dimensional wall pass through again?

back.

At that time, after Zuo Ling and Bonnie met, there seemed to be another cooperation in an armed operation.

Then Zuo Ling was brought back to the human territory by Rael Adam's men.

That seemed to be the only intersection between her and Bonnie. Since then, the two have never met again, but Zuo Ling still saw Bonnie in some reports and live broadcasts of wars. On those battlefields on the roof, Yang and Bonnie’s armed operations, including the time when Yang and Barnes disappeared in the past few years, Bonnie has always been active on the battlefield. She has always been a very special battle in the evolution team command.

She is not in charge of the overall combat operations, but directly leads the elite evolutionist squad to carry out some of the more tricky wars behind the enemy lines.

So Zuo Ling more or less saw the news about Bonnie on the World Report.

Sometimes she is actually very envious of Bonnie, who is also an evolutionary, but Bonnie can accompany Yang on the battlefield every time. She knows that standing on that level of battlefield, she will die at any time, but she suppresses it. I can't help my own mentality.

……

However, Bonnie died, which Zuo Ling never expected.

As a woman who was placed in the position of a rival in love in her heart, the death of Bonnie did not make Zuo Ling feel a little bit of joy. On the contrary, she felt a little unbelievable now, and she felt the same as Yang.

She didn't expect that Bonnie died even though Yang had already returned.

According to official news, Yang is already strong enough to kill the first-generation Godslayer by himself, which surpasses the existence of any combat power system in the past. According to common sense, under the protection of Yang, in the past, Later, Bonnie didn't even need to show up on the battlefield to die, but in this case, Bonnie died...

Zuo Ling probably couldn't imagine in his dreams that Bonnie's death was not caused by Yang's inability to protect her, but by Yang's direct hand.

It was Yang who made the furnace cover the sixth district where Bonnie was at that time.

He didn't save her, didn't stop the death that had been in his mind for six years, but directly cut off his chance to rescue her.

Because that's the rule of the timeline, if he interferes, there's a void.

He himself will disappear inexplicably like Zhou Wen.

(End of this chapter)