Chapter 118 Oh, I don't accept it
Chapter 118 Oh, I don't accept it
Bene had been waiting for an apology for a long time. When he was locked in the classroom, he hoped that Will would apologize to him after he came out.
When his nutrient solution was taken away, he hoped that the teacher would punish Will and make him apologize to him.
He didn't wait and could only fantasize over and over again that one day the bug that bullied him would apologize to him. He relied on his fantasy to hold on until Lan Lan arrived.
Until now, when he received this apology, he did not feel the expected ecstasy, but only felt inexplicable sadness.
Look, he knew very clearly that Will was not apologizing because he realized he was wrong, but because he had experienced the same pain as him and apologized after empathizing with him.
Lanlan is right. You won’t feel the pain unless the knife cuts yourself.
"I don't accept your apology, just survive first."
Will smiled miserably and said, "But I don't want to live."
Hearing this, Bene felt something was wrong. He squatted in front of Will and looked at him seriously, "What's wrong with you?"
Will looked at him. He didn't want to say anything in his heart, but he couldn't control his mouth and told him the dream he had, word by word.
Hearing his true story, and almost witnessing with their own eyes the female insects being abused, the insect cubs' world views were turned upside down in the basement. These were things that a little insect cub should not be exposed to.
"He was in front of me, his fingers were crushed bit by bit, and I saw white bones and bright red mucus."
"Ugh" Aya covered her mouth and couldn't help but run to the side, "You, you"
"It's terrible, isn't it?" Will hugged himself, "That female insect just watched her friend being tortured to the point where there is not a single healthy bone left. It's too painful, too uncomfortable, I can't stand it."
Bane felt his throat tighten. Just listening to Will's description made him feel nauseous, not to mention that Will was having this dream over and over again in his dreams.
Will felt broken at this moment, as if his whole body was forcibly glued together and out of tune with the world. With the slightest impact, it would immediately fall apart.
Bene now realized very clearly that if he didn't do something, Will would really die.
He opened his mouth and closed it again, not knowing what to say. The words were so pale that he felt horrible just hearing them, not to mention seeing them with his own eyes. He might even be scared to collapse.
He felt frustrated. If Lan Lan was here, she would definitely not be like him, unable to say anything. No, no, he couldn't give up without doing anything. If Lan Lan was here, what would she say?
After thinking for a while, Bene asked his doubts: "Is it the horrible scene that you can't stand, or is it something else?"
Will was stunned. He had watched it over and over again so many times that he was less afraid of the scene. He raised his head and looked at the serious Bane. He wanted to help him?
If I had felt the same pain before and knew how painful it was to have a knife cut my flesh, then at this moment, a feeling of guilt that I had never felt before surged into my heart, and hot tears rolled down my numb face: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
Bene was stunned. Why did he suddenly start apologizing?
"I'm so terrible." He tore at his scalp like a madman and grabbed a handful of hair.
"Wait a minute," Bene was stunned and quickly grabbed his hand, "Aya, come and help, he's having a seizure."
"Oh, oh!" Aya held Will's thrashing legs. "Calm down, don't kick me, hiss, bug. I'll beat you up when you get better."
It lasted for five minutes before Will calmed down again. "Don't worry about me. Go away. I'll be back."
His face was covered with dust from the ground and there were traces of tears on his face, making him look even more miserable.
"What happened to you"
"Don't bother me, I just feel so disgusting"
Bene and Aya didn't understand what he was talking about.
"Male insects are so disgusting. Why am I a male insect? Male insects... shouldn't exist."
He kept repeating this, and Bene was furious. He picked him up and said, "You guy, you are still mumbling and cursing insects at this time. What disgusting? Male insects are not disgusting, and blue insects are not disgusting."
Aya's eyes changed when she looked at him. The point is, isn't Lanlan disgusting? He was scolding the male insect, but your first reaction was not to yourself, but to Lanlan?
"That's not what I meant." Will was too lazy to struggle. "Forget it, just beat me to death. It's just the right way to atone for your sins."
"What the hell are you doing to atone for your sins, you bad guy? Beating a male insect is a serious offense. The teacher said that, but I don't believe you. If you want to atone for your sins, live well. You can atone for your sins by just talking. Your sin is really simple."
Will stopped struggling, as if he had really given up.
Bene became even angrier. Suddenly, an idea flashed in his mind: "The disgusting thing you are talking about is not the male insect you saw in your dream, right?"
Will glanced at him and acquiesced.
"You..." Bene looked at him strangely, as if he had seen a slug speak, weird and disgusting, "Don't be ridiculous, you are very selfish, why would you die for other bugs?"
Will's eyes moved.
"Besides, there's no point in you dying. The male insect in the dream is still alive, but the female insect he abused is dead. If you die, it's just one more insect dying. Oh no, two more insects dying. Your male father will definitely guess who the female insect in your dream is."
At this point, Will's eyes suddenly widened.
The more Bene thought about it, the more he felt that what he said was right. "He guessed that it was related to the female soldier, and he must have gone back to investigate. If you die, that female insect, tut tut tut..."
Aya added the last sentence: "He is definitely dead."
"It has nothing to do with him" Will jumped up.
"It doesn't matter whether it happens or not. It has nothing to do with you. If you want to die, just die quickly. It's okay. Your father will send him down to accompany you." Bene patted Will's shoulder comfortingly.
Aya sighed beside him: "It's too tragic. I watched my friend being abused, killed him myself, and was shot because of a male insect. It's too tragic. If I die, I will definitely hate male insects to death."
The two bugs talked back and forth, and then looked at Will seriously: "Why don't you die yet? Are you afraid of the pain? Do you want me to help you?"
"Lan Lan said that he was almost killed by a wild beast. It was so painful and there are wounds on his arms."
Will looked grim: "Aren't you supposed to comfort me?" Why are you still instigating him?
"I've thought about it carefully," Benny said, "It's stupid for you to take the responsibility of other insects on yourself. Oh no, it's a great thing. As long as you die, the sinful insect can still live and continue to harm the next insect."
"That's right, your death is no big deal, it's just one less male insect. That disgusting male insect is still alive, and he will continue to disgust the next insect."
"But don't worry, as the hope of the new generation, we will make that disgusting male insect get retribution. We are different from insects like you. We are not disgusting male insects."
The two bugs looked at him with a look that said, "You are so great, go and take the blame."
Will's face turned purple, and after a long while he managed to utter: "Why shouldn't that disgusting bug die instead of me?"
"You said it yourself," Aya said innocently.
Will: "I, I just think male insects are terrible"
Bene immediately retorted: "I'm not bad, Lanlan is not bad, Aya is not bad, you are pretty bad, but better than that disgusting male insect."
Comparing himself to the disgusting male insect in his dream, Will felt insulted.
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